All I want for Christmas/New Year is.......

I want an MP3 Player!

Yeah...You heard me. I've been longing to buy an MP3 Player for myself.

Finally, I decided to buy.................

IPOD Touch!

LoLz!

In My Dream! 

*Mana la mau kurik duit beli IPOD Touch.......Tunggu duit jatuh dari lubang hidung dulu....Haha!~*

Just forget it~ I'll have one in about..................................10 yrs later! As if.....Hmppppft!

I'm not a fan of MP4. I prefer to have a red, small, compact, nice audio, casual and sweet for me. So, I've surveyed some MP3s of my choice. And now, I'm confused ~ which one should I buy? Cause both of them are awesomely gorgeous and compact. 

IPOD Shuffle

Retail price:  RM 179 ~ 2Gb

SONY NWZ-B142F/R

Retail price:  RM 159 ~ 2Gb

O-ow!~ I just don't know which one to choose!

IPOD Shuffle is just too cute! I can even engrave my name on it!

And Sony is just too sexy! It also got FM tuner.

But, both of the audios are great~

Make yourself in my position and which one will you vote?

Hee~

*Haha! I'm just making myself in a serious dilemma. C'mon Sheila! You got like 2 more papers to go. But instead, you're keep on thinking of buying all these! LoLz!*

Okies! Gotta swing myself off. Got an AGE to run.

Daaaa!~

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Lala~Land

I'm tired....I mean DAMNLY tired.

I even can make an equation out of my tiredness.~

(11 a.m. until 5 p.m.) + (1 hour O.T. ~ 6 p.m. like that la) - (break + lunch) = ME being in the lab!

Then,

40 Antibiotic Sensi Test Plates + Another Plasmid Extraction = Severe Backpain! (due to my bad sitting posture)

To conclude the day, I may say.....

ME being in the lab! + Severe Backpain! = Awesomely Awful Tiredness!

For the very 1st time, I was working my ass up, continuously, without a break. Lame~

At the end of the day..............

Sheila looks like this!

In 15 more minutes, it's weekend y'all.

But too bad for me, in 11 more hours, I'll be in the LAB....again.~

There goes my weekend....

*sigh...........*

Okies!~ Enough with the sighing. Hmmmmpft!~

I'm going to swing myself off to the LALA-LAND.

Nighty-Night everyone.

Have a great weekend.

*Jealous mode* =P

P/s: This post may annoyed you. LoLz!~ And may cause some awesomely sickening tiredness to you too. Yeah~ Wateverr...I just feel like scribbling this shits up. LoLz! 

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

I feel....

Guess what?

Today I feel..............very motivated!

Yeah~ Finally, my efforts are paid. As you may know, currently I'm working my very best in the lab for my Final Year Project. Of course I'd like to thank my senior and dearest friends for helping me all the way. 

For the past few weeks (even before the exams), I've been doing the plasmid extraction which is so, so much harder than I thought, to obtain the bands. Hmmmmpft!~ And I admit it I felt very down for my previous AGE (Agarose gel electrophoresis) results, 2 of 'em actually, showed no band at all. Not even the positive control. Huuuuu~

And finally, after the 4th trial (17/11/10), I managed to get some bands! Yay! It's not that my result is toooo good, but I felt relieved because at least I have the hope to proceed my project. Well, molecular works are so damn hard dude! I almost give it all up. Hee~

But, after I showed my current status to my supervisor, he said it was good. I feel very motivated! Ngeh3~ I can't stop smiling to my ear. 

Ok!~ I know you will feel disgusted after reading this post, but like I care. LoLz!~ It's just me being happy of what I've gone through so far. (Ya..Ya..Ya..I talk like I was about to give it all up, previously.. =.="")

Now, all I can say is,

"Kena puji tu memang rasa syiok, but don't ever be too confident after being complimented. Instead, take it as a motivation to pursue our dreams."

And that verse keeps on playing in my head today.

*wink2*

I hope this Season's Greetings month will be a joyful and the luckiest month for everyone! (And also the months and another months after!) 

P/s: I'm soooo in the Christmas mood rite now. Duhhh~ Obviously! =P

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Shitty-Shit Life

Thanks a lot for the burden.

Thanks a lot for the problems.

Thanks a lot for being the worst among all.

I really feels like crying the whole time.

Guess it's just not enough.

You didn't even talk to me. You're such a problem!

I hate to say this, but I hate your attitude!!

I have these upcoming exams and there we go.

You give me such problems.

How can I tolerate when my family suffers.

Yeah!~ You're a family but you've done nothing but keep on hurting us.

Now, I didn't feel like studying anymore when I think of them.

You made me give up.

How I wish mum was here.

How I wanna say I miss her a lot.

How I wanna see she came and guide me.

How I wish she can help me handle this shit!

But no, I can only live with her memories.

Enough with the tests cause I can't take it anymore.

Enough with the fights cause I might die and suffers no more.

I love all of you but sometimes it doesn't feel like a family anymore.

And sometimes I don't wanna go home.

I envy those people who misses their family and can't wait to go home.

Yeah!~ I get that feeling everytime I'm afar from them.

But when I get back, the feeling's just faded.

I just feel thankful to my dearest, Heather & Vanessa.

To them, I may spill the truth.

And to them, I may hang on a lil bit longer.

Now, I can only pray to the Lord.

Give me strength, O Lord.

Give me faith, O Lord.

Bless us all, O Lord.

Together...That's my wish, O Lord.

Personality Test

Hey~

Let's go for some Personality Test.

Here's the link:

"Personality Test"

I just tried it and here's what I got!~

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
(Haha!~ Is it true? Do you really love me? Haha!~ But yeah~ I'm not too exposed. I like being mysterious....kunun! =p)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(Hurmmm.... Ya..Ya..Ya....... I will definitely not going for "the look". Haha!~ Later, susah mo jaga. =p)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

(Of course! Duhh~ I won't date strangers. And even online dating. I really against it. But, if jodoh really comes from the net (FB, Twitter bla3...) terima jak la. Huu~ BTW, I really don't trust online dates. Hee~)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(Huarrggh? Am I really that getek? Haha!~ BTW, getek is normal. Haha!~ Well, of course I'll be serious. Just not now. I'm still catching my OWN future and moneyh! XD)

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

(Hurmmm.... Yup, I think. People require more experience now. But I enjoy my life as a student now and I appreciate the knowledge. Just the pressure, it keeps me down all the time. All can think, I must finish my bachelor degree with a flying colour, get a great job and livin my life to the fullest! Yeah!~)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

(Duhh~ Of course! Steady income, steady life, steady aku! =p But right now, I'm not really sure which pathway I'll choose. Wait and See!)

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

(I disagree! Yeah~ I'll spend my precious times with my love ones. But, having the right career where I can be successful, that's important. Unless I marry a rich man, then I'll leave it all behind. Haha!~ But still, I think a success in my future career is really important in life.)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(Ya~ I admit it. Sometimes I do try too hard. And FYI, I also think too much, I mean, towards the negativity. Hell man! I gotta change! Haha!~)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(Haha!~ What do you think? Maybe yes, or...Maybe not! I don't really like to share my own business. Hee~ But I enjoy helping others. *Sigh* Sometimes, I'm too good to others [not my intention to puji diri] that they may have stepped some frickin' shit on me. Well, I just can't resist that attitude.)

I don't know if they're true. (Well...... You may judge me~)

But, quite creepy.... I felt like it can read me (Hurmm...I just feel like some of 'em are ME!). *wink2...Sorry, there's too many "BUTs" in this post. Haha~*

Fun game tho.

~Have a try!~

Bonne chance!

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

I'm Mad

Grrrr!~

Why am I being very nice?

Why don't I just being bad to others and act like a bitch cause that's more like it.

But no, I just can't help it. All I can do is just whine and sigh, all by myself. How pathetic! It's good to be nice with my own friends...but with stranger? Hurmmm~ I barely know them and I act like an angel towards them. And now, they keep pushing me around and stepping some serious shit on me.

Today's been a rough day for me and yeah~ It is well-listed. 

1. I had a lot of labworks. Well, I still can cope with it. (as I'm a researcher-to-be)
2. It's such a hot day, and it felt like a burning oven in the lab. (Ain't it suppose to be a monsoon season here?)
3. Got some stupid minor mistakes during labworks and I got confused.
4. I went up and down from my college to the faculty and cafe like ten times today. (Damn tired man!)
5. Someone just keep pushing me around since like a few days ago and I didn't even said a shit about it. (Well, I still have my patience...until now, I'm about to burst!)
6. I still had my extreme headache until today and I don't know what am I going to do about it. (FYI, I had it since last Saturday)
7. I'm moody for the whole day. It's the PMS pain! That's just one of the reasons I can't control myself today.

Sorry all, because I just simply putting my shit here. 12/10 is really a worst day ever for me. 

Goodbye~ Gotta calm myself down.

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Real Story Behind SHEILA

Past few days, I got this nice application from some friends.

*wink2*

It is kinda sweet and funny. But I think you should try it.
*Xda kerja lain la ni..Mcm2 application nak try..LoLz!*


SHEILA

So, what's behind my name?

• Yeah...I know in Oxford Dictionary, my name means a lady/girl/female. Duhhh~ Clearly I am! *This is not from the application...I did search for it!*
• And then there's an application from the net called "UrbanDictionary" *click it...try!*
• It said that:

A great and loving person someone that you can call a sister.The most amazing cook ,generous heart,caring and loving. She is Funny and loves to Dance even if it is to her own music. Life is full of fun and funny stories with lots of laughter when you are with her. She pushes her self out of her comfort zone to accomplish the tasks that's placed before her with a job well done. When you are sad or feeling ill she is the first one to respond to your side.

If you're a Sheila, set your goals high, because this is what Sheila's do.

Sheila is the most beautiful, amazingest girl in the world you could ever meet. Sheila is as closest to perfect you can get. If you ever meet Sheila, treat her well and keep her in your life until you die; you will not regret it.

It is Cool to be a Sheila ...Bright, Smart and Beautiful in side and out. Most of all in tune with the Spirit of God!

• Awwww.......so sweet! LoLz~ 
• I don't know if all of them are true. *Well, I think most of them really are true...haha~ perasan!* But I'm pretty sure, the last statement is so damn true. LoLz!~ Bright, smart, BEAUTIFUL....me loike!~

Haha!~

It's just a fun facts (I really mean "fact"...Haha! Jokies~).

It makes you feel perasan a lil bit, but who cares?!

The application really knows how to bodek us right.

Haha!~

Have fun!

Till then...daaa~

XoXo Well, I'm just sayin'...