Shitty-Shit Life

Thanks a lot for the burden.

Thanks a lot for the problems.

Thanks a lot for being the worst among all.

I really feels like crying the whole time.

Guess it's just not enough.

You didn't even talk to me. You're such a problem!

I hate to say this, but I hate your attitude!!

I have these upcoming exams and there we go.

You give me such problems.

How can I tolerate when my family suffers.

Yeah!~ You're a family but you've done nothing but keep on hurting us.

Now, I didn't feel like studying anymore when I think of them.

You made me give up.

How I wish mum was here.

How I wanna say I miss her a lot.

How I wanna see she came and guide me.

How I wish she can help me handle this shit!

But no, I can only live with her memories.

Enough with the tests cause I can't take it anymore.

Enough with the fights cause I might die and suffers no more.

I love all of you but sometimes it doesn't feel like a family anymore.

And sometimes I don't wanna go home.

I envy those people who misses their family and can't wait to go home.

Yeah!~ I get that feeling everytime I'm afar from them.

But when I get back, the feeling's just faded.

I just feel thankful to my dearest, Heather & Vanessa.

To them, I may spill the truth.

And to them, I may hang on a lil bit longer.

Now, I can only pray to the Lord.

Give me strength, O Lord.

Give me faith, O Lord.

Bless us all, O Lord.

Together...That's my wish, O Lord.