All I want for Christmas/New Year is.......

I want an MP3 Player!

Yeah...You heard me. I've been longing to buy an MP3 Player for myself.

Finally, I decided to buy.................

IPOD Touch!

LoLz!

In My Dream! 

*Mana la mau kurik duit beli IPOD Touch.......Tunggu duit jatuh dari lubang hidung dulu....Haha!~*

Just forget it~ I'll have one in about..................................10 yrs later! As if.....Hmppppft!

I'm not a fan of MP4. I prefer to have a red, small, compact, nice audio, casual and sweet for me. So, I've surveyed some MP3s of my choice. And now, I'm confused ~ which one should I buy? Cause both of them are awesomely gorgeous and compact. 

IPOD Shuffle

Retail price:  RM 179 ~ 2Gb

SONY NWZ-B142F/R

Retail price:  RM 159 ~ 2Gb

O-ow!~ I just don't know which one to choose!

IPOD Shuffle is just too cute! I can even engrave my name on it!

And Sony is just too sexy! It also got FM tuner.

But, both of the audios are great~

Make yourself in my position and which one will you vote?

Hee~

*Haha! I'm just making myself in a serious dilemma. C'mon Sheila! You got like 2 more papers to go. But instead, you're keep on thinking of buying all these! LoLz!*

Okies! Gotta swing myself off. Got an AGE to run.

Daaaa!~

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Lala~Land

I'm tired....I mean DAMNLY tired.

I even can make an equation out of my tiredness.~

(11 a.m. until 5 p.m.) + (1 hour O.T. ~ 6 p.m. like that la) - (break + lunch) = ME being in the lab!

Then,

40 Antibiotic Sensi Test Plates + Another Plasmid Extraction = Severe Backpain! (due to my bad sitting posture)

To conclude the day, I may say.....

ME being in the lab! + Severe Backpain! = Awesomely Awful Tiredness!

For the very 1st time, I was working my ass up, continuously, without a break. Lame~

At the end of the day..............

Sheila looks like this!

In 15 more minutes, it's weekend y'all.

But too bad for me, in 11 more hours, I'll be in the LAB....again.~

There goes my weekend....

*sigh...........*

Okies!~ Enough with the sighing. Hmmmmpft!~

I'm going to swing myself off to the LALA-LAND.

Nighty-Night everyone.

Have a great weekend.

*Jealous mode* =P

P/s: This post may annoyed you. LoLz!~ And may cause some awesomely sickening tiredness to you too. Yeah~ Wateverr...I just feel like scribbling this shits up. LoLz! 

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

I feel....

Guess what?

Today I feel..............very motivated!

Yeah~ Finally, my efforts are paid. As you may know, currently I'm working my very best in the lab for my Final Year Project. Of course I'd like to thank my senior and dearest friends for helping me all the way. 

For the past few weeks (even before the exams), I've been doing the plasmid extraction which is so, so much harder than I thought, to obtain the bands. Hmmmmpft!~ And I admit it I felt very down for my previous AGE (Agarose gel electrophoresis) results, 2 of 'em actually, showed no band at all. Not even the positive control. Huuuuu~

And finally, after the 4th trial (17/11/10), I managed to get some bands! Yay! It's not that my result is toooo good, but I felt relieved because at least I have the hope to proceed my project. Well, molecular works are so damn hard dude! I almost give it all up. Hee~

But, after I showed my current status to my supervisor, he said it was good. I feel very motivated! Ngeh3~ I can't stop smiling to my ear. 

Ok!~ I know you will feel disgusted after reading this post, but like I care. LoLz!~ It's just me being happy of what I've gone through so far. (Ya..Ya..Ya..I talk like I was about to give it all up, previously.. =.="")

Now, all I can say is,

"Kena puji tu memang rasa syiok, but don't ever be too confident after being complimented. Instead, take it as a motivation to pursue our dreams."

And that verse keeps on playing in my head today.

*wink2*

I hope this Season's Greetings month will be a joyful and the luckiest month for everyone! (And also the months and another months after!) 

P/s: I'm soooo in the Christmas mood rite now. Duhhh~ Obviously! =P

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

The Bag Challenge!

There it goes again......The Bag Challenge continues! LoLz!~

(Big credits to Meredith M. for tagging me!)

Okay!~ This is my not-so-famous bag. LoLz!~ (Wish to have a Louis Vuitton someday! =P)

Well, I love my bag. Hee!~ It is pretty big, and it can even fit my 12.1 inch lappy!

Alright!~ Let's take a glimpse inside.

Hurmmmm.....It's not too crowded rite? Oh wait, I'll take out everything, and let's count them together! (Macam budak tadika pula.....LoLz!)

So, here are my things! 

See......~ I've told ya! I got a pretty big bag! It can fit 15 stuffs! LoLz~

Sometimes, it can counts until 17, which includes my Lappy and it's charger! (Not shown here) Haha!~ I got some kind of Doraemon bag!! 

1.  My Purse - MUST! I got like matric card, licence, IC, money of course and even Facial Oil Control Film inside! LoLz~

2.  A bottle of Mineral Water

3.  Folded Umbrella

4.  Facial Tissue

5.  Note Book

6.  Dentine - Stink-breath emergency~ =P

7.  Celcom Broadband - I always bring my lappy around. So, I kind of need this thing. 

8.  One Drop Perfume - Body odour alert! (More to refreshment purpose I think...LoLz~)

9.  Clinique Lip Gloss - For a quick makeover.

10.  Protex Hand Sanitizer - I'm such a hygiene freak! Plus I'm handling microbes in the lab. Seriously need this thing. Hee~)

11.  Compact Facial Powder - Once again, quick makeover for my sweaty + pale face.

12.  Hair Bands - You see lots of 'em rite? Haha~ Currently working in the lab, so gotta tie my hair up. (Even tho I prefer to let my hair flowing freely)

13.  Phone Handsfree - Most of the time, I use it for music listening...=P

14.  Stationeries - Looks pathetic rite? Haha~ I don't like using any pencil-cases...

15.  My FYP Logbook - It's like my Bible now.....

So guys, what's in your bag?

Care to show 'em to me? LoLz~

Okay!~ Let's not break the chain.. I'm gonna tag some of my lovely neighbours (a.k.a blogger-friends) in this post. 

~GOTCHA!!~

1. Celestine Sabatini - Random Scribble
2. Joan - my fairy tales
3. Mermer Jack - Soothe Raindrops
4. Amoy - Me...Nowhere NeaR PerFect
5. Zueriya - sharing is caring . just enjoy :)
6. Marly - The Ordinary Bidayuh Girl
7. Ain - ...SEMBANG-SUSEI...
8. Yean - Moshi Moshi Minasan!
9. Patsy - PatsyTheMenace
10. Roomy, Wenshu - a plain paper

and.............YOU!

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Stuck in my heart

Okay!~ I found something nice in the Facebook just now.

Now, I'm quite bored and I don't have any damn things to do. LoLz!~

So, I'm thinking, why don't give it a try? It'll be fun! 

(Thanks to Joan ~ I grabbed these from her....Hee)

So, read the instruction carefully (macam mau take exam pula kan...haha~).

• Put your music library on shuffle.
• For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
• You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
• Okay, let's go!

No cheating ya!! 

1.  If someone says, "Is this okay?" you say...

• Put your head on my shoulder (Good Charlotte)
• Funny! It's like everytime someone ask me "is it okay", I'll force them to put their head on my shoulder....haha!~ *I'm imagining it now............................*

2.  How would you describe youself?

• Hot 'N Cold (Katy Perry)
• Haha!~ I'm a mood swinger sometimes.

3.  What do you like in a guy?

• One more chance (Will.I.Am)

4.  How do you feel today?

• Club can't handle me (Flo Rida)
• How I wish my life is full with fun and entertainment after hearing this song. LoLz!

5.  What is your life's purpose?

• Mas Que Nada (Black Eyed Peas)

6.  What's your motto?

• Right round (Flo Rida)

7.  What do your friends think of you?

• Thank God I found you (Mariah Carey feat. Joe 98 Degrees)
• Awwwwwwwwwww..........I'm soooo touched!! Haha!~

8. What do you think of your parents?

• Carry out (Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake)

9.  What do you think about very often?

• According to you (Orianthi)

10.  What is 2+2?

• Down (Jay Sean)

11.  What do you think about your best friends?

• If I ain't got you (Alicia Keys)
• Yeah!~ Thank God I found you guys too! Haha!~

12.  What do you think of the person you like?

• All out of love (Air Supply)
• Haizzzzzzz!~ This song is soo pathetic. It's like I'm really empty. Hmmmffft!

13.  What is your life story?

• Only girl (In the world) (Rihanna)

14.  What do you want to be when you grow up?

• Who says (John Mayer)

15.  What do you think of when you see the person you like?

• Body language (Jesse McCartney)
• Haha!~"That thing you got behind you is amayyyziiinggg...." Haha!~ It's his body, body, body languange....=p

16.  What will you dance to at your wedding?

• Thoia thoing (R. Kelly)
• Ohw sweet Lord~ Now I've to learn some hip hop moves for my wedding. Haha!~ Plus some shuffles will do!

17.  What will they play at your funeral?

• Haunted (Taylor Swift)
• Ohw creeps! Am I going to haunt people? I'll be a ghost? 

18.  What is your biggest fear?

• Body on me (Nelly feat. Akon)

19.  What is your biggest secret?

• Bitter heart (Zee Avi)

20.  What will you post this as?

• Stuck in my heart (C21)

Haha!~

I was laughing all the way while I'm writing these up. Some of them are perfectly matched! LoLz!

So, have a try! It'll be fun!

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Shitty-Shit Life

Thanks a lot for the burden.

Thanks a lot for the problems.

Thanks a lot for being the worst among all.

I really feels like crying the whole time.

Guess it's just not enough.

You didn't even talk to me. You're such a problem!

I hate to say this, but I hate your attitude!!

I have these upcoming exams and there we go.

You give me such problems.

How can I tolerate when my family suffers.

Yeah!~ You're a family but you've done nothing but keep on hurting us.

Now, I didn't feel like studying anymore when I think of them.

You made me give up.

How I wish mum was here.

How I wanna say I miss her a lot.

How I wanna see she came and guide me.

How I wish she can help me handle this shit!

But no, I can only live with her memories.

Enough with the tests cause I can't take it anymore.

Enough with the fights cause I might die and suffers no more.

I love all of you but sometimes it doesn't feel like a family anymore.

And sometimes I don't wanna go home.

I envy those people who misses their family and can't wait to go home.

Yeah!~ I get that feeling everytime I'm afar from them.

But when I get back, the feeling's just faded.

I just feel thankful to my dearest, Heather & Vanessa.

To them, I may spill the truth.

And to them, I may hang on a lil bit longer.

Now, I can only pray to the Lord.

Give me strength, O Lord.

Give me faith, O Lord.

Bless us all, O Lord.

Together...That's my wish, O Lord.

Personality Test

Hey~

Let's go for some Personality Test.

Here's the link:

"Personality Test"

I just tried it and here's what I got!~

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
(Haha!~ Is it true? Do you really love me? Haha!~ But yeah~ I'm not too exposed. I like being mysterious....kunun! =p)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(Hurmmm.... Ya..Ya..Ya....... I will definitely not going for "the look". Haha!~ Later, susah mo jaga. =p)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

(Of course! Duhh~ I won't date strangers. And even online dating. I really against it. But, if jodoh really comes from the net (FB, Twitter bla3...) terima jak la. Huu~ BTW, I really don't trust online dates. Hee~)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(Huarrggh? Am I really that getek? Haha!~ BTW, getek is normal. Haha!~ Well, of course I'll be serious. Just not now. I'm still catching my OWN future and moneyh! XD)

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

(Hurmmm.... Yup, I think. People require more experience now. But I enjoy my life as a student now and I appreciate the knowledge. Just the pressure, it keeps me down all the time. All can think, I must finish my bachelor degree with a flying colour, get a great job and livin my life to the fullest! Yeah!~)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

(Duhh~ Of course! Steady income, steady life, steady aku! =p But right now, I'm not really sure which pathway I'll choose. Wait and See!)

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

(I disagree! Yeah~ I'll spend my precious times with my love ones. But, having the right career where I can be successful, that's important. Unless I marry a rich man, then I'll leave it all behind. Haha!~ But still, I think a success in my future career is really important in life.)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(Ya~ I admit it. Sometimes I do try too hard. And FYI, I also think too much, I mean, towards the negativity. Hell man! I gotta change! Haha!~)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(Haha!~ What do you think? Maybe yes, or...Maybe not! I don't really like to share my own business. Hee~ But I enjoy helping others. *Sigh* Sometimes, I'm too good to others [not my intention to puji diri] that they may have stepped some frickin' shit on me. Well, I just can't resist that attitude.)

I don't know if they're true. (Well...... You may judge me~)

But, quite creepy.... I felt like it can read me (Hurmm...I just feel like some of 'em are ME!). *wink2...Sorry, there's too many "BUTs" in this post. Haha~*

Fun game tho.

~Have a try!~

Bonne chance!

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

It's Not A Goodbye...

Yeah~

It's not a goodbye for our dearest Rebekah Tiong. In deed, it's a brand new journey for her.

You rock girl!~ I hope you are happy there with Him. 

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I still remember the first time I saw you during the MAP 2008. You are such a happy girl and damn friendly. I really like your attitude girl!

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Our first conversation was when I came to you a couple of weeks after MAP, asking about my cousin, who were your classmate during the secondary. And yeap~ Since then, we never missed to wave and say Hi to each other whenever we bumped into each other. Aww girl~ I really can feel your warmth towards all the people around you.

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When I was in the bus, going back to Sri Aman, we also used to bump with each other. You smiled and we had a small chats. Since then, I knew that you're doing some work in Sri Aman, being a music tutor. I'm touched! Because you're such a brilliant and pretty girl with a wonderful talents. How I wish to see you playing your instruments in front of us.

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You also had been the most cheerful person in the class. With all the laughter and the jokes during our class presentations, we really gonna miss that moment.

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I still remember my wish for your recent birthday. I said, "Stay gorgeous girl!" And yes~ You still look gorgeous and will always stay damn gorgeous just the way you are.

~Rebekah Tiong~

(2/10/1988 - 15/10/2010)

Let you be the best angel among all. You had spread your love in the world, among us especially, and now, it's time for you to spread your love in heaven. 

We love you very much girl!~ 

Just a simple post of mine to reminisce some memories of you dear. Hope that you find your peace in the arms of the Lord. 

It's not a total goodbye..Because you will always be remembered..Forever and Always~

Take care and I pray that God's blessings will always stay right beside you.

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...

Happy Anniversary

It's been a while.

I just wanted to say I love You and I miss You.

~ My Dearest One ~

You will always stays on our mind and strengthen our lives each day.

Let the blessings of The Lord be with you.

Amen.

~ Happy 6th Anniversary ~

I'm Mad

Grrrr!~

Why am I being very nice?

Why don't I just being bad to others and act like a bitch cause that's more like it.

But no, I just can't help it. All I can do is just whine and sigh, all by myself. How pathetic! It's good to be nice with my own friends...but with stranger? Hurmmm~ I barely know them and I act like an angel towards them. And now, they keep pushing me around and stepping some serious shit on me.

Today's been a rough day for me and yeah~ It is well-listed. 

1. I had a lot of labworks. Well, I still can cope with it. (as I'm a researcher-to-be)
2. It's such a hot day, and it felt like a burning oven in the lab. (Ain't it suppose to be a monsoon season here?)
3. Got some stupid minor mistakes during labworks and I got confused.
4. I went up and down from my college to the faculty and cafe like ten times today. (Damn tired man!)
5. Someone just keep pushing me around since like a few days ago and I didn't even said a shit about it. (Well, I still have my patience...until now, I'm about to burst!)
6. I still had my extreme headache until today and I don't know what am I going to do about it. (FYI, I had it since last Saturday)
7. I'm moody for the whole day. It's the PMS pain! That's just one of the reasons I can't control myself today.

Sorry all, because I just simply putting my shit here. 12/10 is really a worst day ever for me. 

Goodbye~ Gotta calm myself down.

XOXO Well, I'm just sayin'...